Peter Foeng Old Blog

It’s been extremely long (hyperbolic mode) since I posted the last entry which is probably around a month ago just before I went to Melbourne. Banyak masalah dgeh yg gw temui disini ato gw boleh bilang kayanya gw jalan kemana selalu aja ada ‘sial’-nya. Dari masalah apartment sampe urusan kecil2 yg ngak masuk dalem perhitungan aja bisa2nya muncul. However, I am not going to post everythin here, some of them remains private for me and some of my best friends only since they invovles a lot of people as well. This entry will just discuss what going on currently with my life, my plans, and everything else. Ok, let’s starts.

University. I dont know why, I just feel that the program I chose here probably does not suit me much. I chose Multimedia Design which involves a lot of creativity especially on drawing and stuffs. First thing is, I cannot draw or do sketch. Second thing is, ‘I am not as creative as you are’. It’s already too late to change the program, I should have choose the Web-System from the beginning. Now I know that my life is devoted so much on ‘Web-Designing’ and probably some web-programming, later in second semester I’ll just choose web-related course.

Work. It’s kinda hard for me to divide the schedule between work and university. Work is, for sure, draws a huge amount of energy while studying is not. The salary is very low, 7 dollar/hour. I should have quit and I’ll do. I just need a perfect timing for this one. At the same time, projects are squeezing me up as due date seems to come faster than ever. I just need a break.

Apart from the problems and everything, I just to enjoy my life here and now. I miss Indo so much, miss hum, miss famz, miss semuanya Kadang2 bosen juga yagh disini, tp tertolong ama skype jadi bisa ngobrol panjang lebar gag ada beban…hahaha, Kangen ama semua-nya degh ama temen2 BiNus neh,,,hahaha…yagh udagh degh gw stop sampe disini, actually gw masi cape banged negh abis pulang kerja,,,bsok gw lanjut lage mulai crita2 dikid2 lage tp yg pasti gw udagh balik bloggin lage neh, seneng-nya coz this is one of my hobby really…

"You are all I need"
"Your Loves brings out the best in Me"
" All I can say is Beautiful and Beautiful’

Cheerz,
~PeteR

udagh lama gag post blog negh, my last blog tuh kapan yagh? yang pasti segh sekitar2 sebelum lebaran geto degh cuma yagh liad sendiri aja degh hahaha….kali ini gw nulis-nya pake bahasa Indonesia aja, ini terinspirasi dari Fa, gaya nulis blog yg sedikid bar² hahaha…..so, enjoy readin’ yagh:)

recent life
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gag ada yg menarik selain project and project, even project pun gag menarik lage…kaya-nya waktu gw akhir2 ini segh abis buad ngurusin project, well bukan project juga sgeh sebenernya cuma itu lho LAB SE (software engineering) yang menyita waktu seharian, pasti tiap kali hari selasa malem tuh dah gag bisa bernapas apa rasa-nya kerjain lab report lah, documentation-lah, bla2….tapi masuk week 10 kemaren, gw udagh gag geto maw mem-forsir kerjaan SE lage, gw bikin resolution "gw bakal kerjain semampu gw aja, sisanya kalo gag kelar yagh udagh". Kaya kemaren week 11, padahal masi semped buad kelarin "testing plan" cuma berhubung dihajar ama gossip2 yg berterbangan lol, jadi-nya gw stop degh kerjain-nya..

Kalo di-liad dari minggu2 kemaren pas SE, kayanya ngerjain lab report sampe jem 1-2 pagi, sampe kadang gag semped baca2 tuh artikel buad quiz…udagh-lagh gw terima nasib degh buad ini quiz, kayanya segh gw bakal ask ke dia buad dapedin ‘extra credit’, soalnya jujur aja gw gag maw nilai-nya jelek gara2 quiz doank….Buad project2 yang laen jg sama, gw gag maw maksain degh kerja-nya…yagh kalo niad yagh kerja, kelar gag kelar urusan belakangan….Pengen segh balik kaya pas semester 2 ato 3, kayanya lebi free aja kerjain project geto….kalo seneng yagh kerjain kalo ngak yagh maen dotA…gw inged banged pas semester 2 geto abis exam langsung ke emporium GS maen dotA sampe malem padahal lusa-nya masi ada exam…kayanya gag ada beban geto degh,,,,cuma gag taw knapa sekarang kayanya blajar-nya pun kepaksa banged…jadi yagh geto-lah

Selain urusan project and kampus segala macem, urusan buad ke RMIT pun kayanya menyita waktu juga akhir2 ini….sebenernya udagh ampir beres semua tinggal nunggu VISA kluar, mudagh2an segh gag ada halangan degh buad semua aja yang maw brangkat ke RMIT…kalo diliad ke minggu2 sebelum-nya banyak jg urusan-nya dari medical check-up ke ed-link trus gw balik lage ke ed-link geto cuma buad anterin referensi bank doank,,,, tapi lumayan akhir-nya kelar jg,,,,mudah2an degh semua-nya lancar gag ada masalah….jadi kita semua bisa brangkat tepat waktu…yup2:P

shopPing Spree
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Minggu kemaren ini, nyokap gw datenk buad nikahan sodara gw….datenk-nya rada awal dari jadwal sebelumnya gara2 maw bawain referensi bank, trus nyokap juga bilang maw temenin blanja dikid buad keperluan ntar disono…jujur aja segh, gw udagh ampir sukses dengan tekad gag blanja taon ini terutama blanja baju, karena niad-nya emang buad nabung..Nabung-nya segh gag gede jg, cuma duid-nya dipake buad bayar tagihan2 telpon, internet, and TV kabel…skrg gw bayarin iuran TV kabel yg ada di rumah tante gw…gw sendiri segh jarang nonton sebenernya, gag sampe 10 jem kali kalo di total dalem 1 minggu tapi berhbung orang rumah kayanya demen banged nonton, yagh sudaghlagh dipasang degh tuh TV kabel….300rebu 1 bulan buad bayar internet + TV kabel, mayan kan kalo di belanjain Kaos-nya Spyderbilt bisa daped 2 kaos tuh…kalo di kali-in 3 bulan bisa daped 6 kaos degh…hahahaha

balik lage urusan blanja, kmrn ini semped beli jaket geto setelah jaket gw yg lama di-tilep ama dd gw, huaaaaaa….beli sepatu jg, and beberapa kemeja….trus gw jg beli kacamata…kacamata ini sebenernya udagh lama maw beli cuma beli semped dari dolo, skrg udagh beli…mata gw skrg gag bisa liad jaoh karena udagh berbayang2 kalo liad jaoh and susagh kalo maw baca tulisn di papan tulis…setelah di periksa yg kiri -0.75 and yg kanan -0.5, and hari ini tuh kacamata dah jadi,,,,mulai bsok gw harus udagh pake kayanya yagh jangan sampe minus-nya nambah degh:) hahaha….thanks buad mami-kuw yg sudagh menemani anak-nya berbelanja

what lies inside the future?
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buad ke-depannya for the rest of the semester, kayanya harus segera beres2in project…hari ini lage beresin web-nya d’ABC dolo, sebenernya udagh beres tinggal dirapi2in (ini sebenernya bisa nyusul kan soalnya pake progressive method, creative update) cuma berhubung blom di-deploy ke portal-nya binus jadi gag bisa degh, minggu ini harus udgah bisa degh….OK!!!

Untuk project AI (Artificial Intellegence), kur2 bilang maw bikinin engine AI-nya kita tinggal urusin interface aja kayanya segh bakal pake cara ini abis gag taw lage maw gimana….untuk project DS(Distributed System), mulai minggu ini gw udagh mulai review2 gimana cara bikin-nya, garong ini gimana kita bagi tugas-nya, wahahaha…..untuk ACG, liburan kayanya gw bakal fokus kerjain ini sambil menikmati liburan, pasti harus kelar ini soalnya ini top priority gw….untuk SE, dont know degh project documentation-nya gemana, cape tuh kadang2 review documentation-nya kayanya tuh unfair cara si CL ngajar-nya aja geto….gag taw degh gw gag maw bahas masalah ini in details, takutnya ntar pada ngomel2 ke gw pulak gag jelas…yagh sudagh-lagh teseragh-lagh….:(

Untuk liburan sendiri, gw gag ada rencana maw kemana2 kayanya….minggu ini diajakin ke puncak kayanya gw bakalan ikud, gw maw jalan2….hahahaha, trus minggu depan temen2 high school jg dah pada balik jadi kita rencana maw jalan2…looking forward to meeting Natzh ayuk kita ngobrol TILL drop natzh, hahaha….trus, paling gw kerjain ACG dirumah sama DS,,,biar degh hasil-nya cupu2 gpp-lah yang penting taw cara-nya and BISA ngerjain-nya,,,,hahahaha, rencana bonyok maw datenk pas New Year cuma gag taw jadi ato ngak…masi blom ada kepastian, kalo datenk brarti bakalan super duper rame disini pas new year, soalnya yang pasti ngumpul2 ama sodara2 semua-nya….:) kaya taon 2003 ato 2002 lupa…hahaha, rame bener sampe jem 3 pagi di kafe:P

yagh geto degh buad blog kali ini, bosen kali yagh baca-nya hahaha…cuma maw bilang thanks aja buad yg udagh baca, I really appreciate it…:) The conclusion dari apa yg udagh gw tulis: sebenernya loe tinggal jalanin aja segh apa yg loe maw, turutin aja kata batin loe, kalo loe maw maen yagh maen, kalo loe maw ngerjain tugas yagh ngerjain tugas…cuma terkadang segh susagh buad achieve ini…kita dipaksa buad ngerjain apa yg kita gag suka, jadinya kadang2 hasilnya gag maksimal….so starts doing what you wanna do the most, I do and I will do….

Cheerzzz,
PeteRAoKi

If it’s over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I’m just a bird that’s already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven’t you heard that I’m gonna be okay

Hillary Duff@So Yesterday

kalo pernagh lagunya segh..pasti dikid banyak udagh ngerti kan maksudnya lyrics yang di atas. Yagh…semuanya menceritakan masa lalu yang tidak bisa di ulang kembali. Mungkin kita bertanya knapa? knapa koq gag bisa balik ke masa lalu? i barely ask the same question over and over again. Knapa Tuhan hanya menciptakan sesuatu yang ngak balance? kalo ada yin and yang which can represent good and bad or hot and cold why we cant go back while we can go further? Gw rasa kita semua pasti maw balik ke masa lalu…kalo loe bilang ngak maw itu namanya BULLSHIT..everyone can move on with their life of course but we somehow still rely on our past.

Andai semuanya bisa balik kaya dolo lage…andai semuanya bisa indah kaya masa2 dolo…andai semuanya bisa and bakal terus begitu pasti dunia ini bakal damai. Apa jadinya kalo itu semua gag bakal terjadi? gw sendiri udagh bisa nge-bayangi apa yg bakal terjadi…karena gw udagh melewati masa2 itu…
pedih, kesendirian, sakit hati, ditinggalkan….semua perasaan itu bercampur menjadi satu. Itu adalah masa2 yang paling sulit yang harus kita lewati. Tuhan menciptakan semuanya Indah dan apa adanya…Itu semua hanya permainan waktu karena waktu terus berjalan…

Thank God for giving me an opportunity to have a wonderful past
Thank God for creating a path where everyone will never go back ever
Thanks to anyone who had created this life time where there is actually hour, minute, and second..where I keep on counting those times from day to day..
Thank God for giving me reasons of why I should not go back to the past
Thank God for every change you have made to me
Thanks to everyone who has changed already….just BE PROUD of yourself….

Yagh…semuanya gag bakal selalu sama.and.bagi gw semuanya udagh lewat semuanya udagh berubah and i will never ever in whatever way go back to that condition.Tapi kalo ada kesempatan buad balik ke masa2 dolo lage…gw juga bakal mikir2 lage koq:p ngak semua masa lalu gw indah…kalo gw bilang malah banyak conflict and I certainly hate those conflicts and sort.

Finally, I just wanna say thanks to my best friends ever should i dont mention the names you guys know already. If there is one thing that will never change in this world, that is BEST FRIEND. Thanks for supporting me all the times almost 24/7, you guys the best. Buad semua yang laen yang NGAK seperti dolo lage…I just wanna say thanks to you guys, cozzz if you dont change then today wont be existed rite.. To be honest I dont afraid of your changes, but people surround you do afraid. It’s all your decision, once has been made you should not look back.

Cheerzzz,
PeteRPaGe~CheeZZy.NET

Hi, back again in holiday post, second part of course..thanks for those who dropped some comments and read my previous post, I just want to change the way I write my blog.."If there is anything interesting, or what I currently feel, or anything, I’d like to blog them out; every single one of them"…so to those who often read my blog dont feel bored (please….kinda beggin here) lolz..

Sebelum dimulai, buad Fiona…Rails emang sangat amad addictive tuh….pas pertama kali pake "WOW", kerennya…tp yagh masi agak kalah keren sama ASP.NET Dynamic Data (coba liad2 degh,,,gag kalah keren segh ama activescaffold-nya Rails)…nah, buad e.COM-nya gudluk degh,,,itu udagh diwarisin tuh ke elo jd jgn sampai mengecewakan….hahaha:D

Ok, today was definitely a blast ….seharian jalan2 abisin daily tram ticket muter2 city hahaha…jem 1/2 10 pagi, Kentung, Adi, ama Felix udagh nge-bel apartment; the first thing on my mind was "what the hell, pagi bener…hahaha". Yup, hari ini kita ke "Konjen (Konsulat Jenderal)" bagian Imigrasi Indonesia yang buad ngurusin visa, paspor, kedatangan, keberangkatan, dll dari ato ke Indonesia. Jadi intinya "kita sebagai pelajar Indonesia (Yang masi maw menjadi warga Negara Indonesia, busyet itu papernya sampah bener wakaka) melaporkan kedatangan kita di Melbourne sebagai Pelajar yg bakal stay disini sampe kita selesai belajar" (kira2 intinya beginilah, jgn complain dah) Sebenernya gag banyak rese orangnya, tp paper work-nya gila banyak bener and pertanyaannya kayanya diulang2 (serasa dejavu pas ngisi)….

After that, it was around 1 O’Clock or something..we had decided to go for lunch in Melbourne Central, the tram was temporarily out of service because of the car accident. It was one of the trams stroke the car, it was pretty worse at that time but hopefully every one inside the car is fine, I mean nothing so serious happens to them in any way. So, intinya harus jalan sepanjang St.Kilda road pulang ke  Swanston St. capenya bukan maen trus mana perut laper pula. Nyampe di Flinders St. Kentung ama Felix beli nuggets and chips (dasar bebi….tp emang laper segh lolz), hit down the road liad City Circle lewat, sikadd…..naek dagh muter sampe ke Melbourne Central ini krana udagh saking males-nya trus laper pula…

Nyampe di Melbourne Central, makan fried chicken + chips + soft drink,,,,laper pun hilang rasanya hahaha….lanjut lage, turun hit Boost. Karena tgl 27 Juni itu "Red Nose Day" jadi any hot drinks will be only AUS $1 (1 dollar), so gw beli hot drinks which was suitable for such a freezing day I guess..We hit down the Road, adugh gw lupa dagh "Elizabeth St." is it? Liad2 toko kamera, bener2 dilemma dah maw beli kamera aja…bingungnya minta ampun…Down to Panasonic Lumix TZ15 or FX36 both with IA (Intelligence Auto),,,so really need time to think with the two choices…

Abis itu, kita ke St.Kilda Beach…lolz, it was a long way to go and pas udagh sampe basically gag ada yang sadar man, orangnya udagh bersih2 tramnya trus kita masi duduk aje lolz…akhir turun pas gag jaoh dari pantainya….damn freezing but the best part of this was the shore breeze, it was damn damn relaxing,, seriously…tp ada yg kurang gag ada kamera man, damn it…hahaha gag bisa poto2,,gag lama segh di beachnya krana ujan trus kita hit Domino’s pizza, makan disana 1 pan trus pulang….rencana berikutnya lolz

Pulang maen bentar di CityGate, trus…gw, felix ama glen ke richmond buad nyari makan krana waktu itu pas ama Glen ke Ikea liad banyak tempat makanan sepanjang Victoria St. Pas nyampe sono, bused masakan VT semua alias Vietnam,,,,sepanjang jalan itu restoran VT. Bingung maw makan aja, random pick of restaurants and luckily we had one that is probably a good one over the other. It tastes real good, hahaha….anyway, agak2 serem segh di sono, gelep2 pula, nungguin tram pulang 25 minutes….what the…? but "it was worth it, damn worth it at all XD….."

So, how was your holiday so far? getting bored? If you don’t know what to do at the moment, I’d guess you rather go somewhere you never been before in your city..having explore the food and tourism places, it doesn’t have to be expensive "Culinary Tourism" will just do you a day….so again, Have Fun….

Cheerzzz,
~PeterAoki

7.31 AM
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I’m quiet in a rush though, jadi nulisnya pake bahasa indo aja degh hahaha….Knapa in a rush? wadugh soalnya packingnya blom beres2 negh, masi ada beberapa barang yg ketinggalan and harus pegi blanja dikid ntar ke carrefour. Mudagh2an by noon geto, semua udagh ready degh tp gw harus check ulang semuanya soalnya susagh jg boq kalo ketinggalan.

Leaving
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Gag berasa banged malem ini flight-nya, sedigh sekaligus seneng mungkin. Sedigh? knapa? yagh karena di Univ. yg skrg, BiNus, gw udagh cukup settled degh dengan environment-nya and also settled with friends. Emang anak CS itu seru wahaha…bayangi aja dikelas begitu masuk buka laptop trus maen, wakakaa….Temen2 juga asik banged. Gw gag maw compare ama temen2 gw pas SMA degh, tp CS definitely a good place if you wanna relax and play around..Lupakanlah itu project2 teman2, lolz.. Seneng? yagh jelas, karena emang ini tujuan gw masuk BiNus Int’l coz gw maw ambil double degree program-nya. Cari pengalaman baru cari temen2 yg lebi luas lage. Gag berasa akhirnya kesampean jugak. Gw sendiri juga emang maw ambil ini program bukan paksaan dari BoNyok bukan pengaruh dari temen2 juga…

Preparation
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Selama pulang liburan krmn ‘the real preparation’ did begin. Gw mulai cari2 accomodation and stuff. Emang jujur segh gw mulai nyarinya itu telad banged karena dimana2 kayanya ampir full semua. But finally, me and Glen made a final decision.

Here’s the plan. Kita disana akhirnya cari temporary accomodation dolo staying at the hotel and baru looking for place yg masi kosong and facilities-nya ok. Gw segh sejujurnya gag berharap banyak karena emang budget-nya yg gw pasang gag tinggi, soalnya menurut gw agak sayang aja loe byar mahal banged buad accomodation secara gw juga bukan berasal dari keluarga jutawan ato segala macemnya…Jadi gw cari yg rate-nya standard aja per weeknya. Jaoh gpp, mungkin bisa daped pengalaman lebi banyak ^^. Tp akhirnya Ricky and Seindy ikud kita di temporary accomodation ntar baru cari lage disana, nagh wish us luck guys, hopefully kita daped yg lumayan degh disini. Airport pick-up segala macem udagh diurus, paling tinggal confirm kesana klo ada perubahan jadwal degh….

Disini kita mulai semester-nya tgl 3 maret, masi agak lama cuma masi banyak banged yg harus diurus. Harus lapor ke RMIT, buka rekening, beli mobile phone number, cari accommodation, online registration and stuff, etc. Banyak yg harus diurus jd gag salagh segh kita peginya agak awalan…

8.07 AM
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Yup, I’ll definitely be missing quiet a lot of things though dari Masakan nyokap ampe temen2 jugak ampe famz gw sendiri. Thanks God for making this so happening, without you this is just a dream only. Thanks to all my family members for the support and everything, dari tante gw sodara2 gw(wahaha,,,,maap gw ancurin rumagh terus, lolz) ampe dd gw and BoNyok. Friends of course, all CS students and other students from other majors as well. (ini gw copy dari previous entry gw), Aulia & Pxang & Kurniady (almost every night forum on MSN), Ajeph
(my moi lolz, oi moi…), Om Garry (the abandoned man), Lawrence (Bos
laptop, call: 08119132xx wahaha…), Jan (si anak kentud), Indra
(Indra-Man wahaha…), Bambang (Pak Tri’s son), Fa (apa yagh
julukannya, yang pasti enak buad diisenkin), Sri (superwoman), Arly (ketemu disana ntar),
Asta (RAN, indahnya warna-warni dunia..), Cimoy (daniel to Cimith to
Cimeth to Ncim to Cimoy finally), Mike (team sukses), Oline, Jebob (the
sexiest, my boss, my….wahaha), JeWong(my Boss), Andrew(cie2…yg udagh jadian kapan
makan2nya), and other whom cannot be mentioned one by one, Love You
guys (I do but I’m not a gay wahaha) and I will be missing you guys a
lot, and hopefully I will be seeing you guys lately (hikzzz….sedigh).
And thanks as well for IS-04 friends: Natzh, Lisa, and Sylv (B.F.F,
xoxo), Viny, Danu, Yoan, Tree, Gollum, Hendy, argh….sapa lage yagh,
‘Nenek Ica’ as well, hahaha…everyone whoever get in touch with me

Thanks for everything guys, I really hope to see you all later OK;) and Wish us all luck here ^^ and Gud Luk juga buad semua degh, hukzzzz Anyway, flightnya jem 8.30 PM, kita mungkin udagh ngumpul dari jem 7.00 PM paling telad degh mungkin. So, I guess this is my Farewell, thanks for everything guys. Kalo ada salah dimaapin donkz (sorry kalo pernagh bikin sakid hati hukzzz, for some reasons I didn’t mean that), Kalo ada kebaikan mohon diinget2 (hehehe,, gw maling kata2 Ricky, wakakaka)….Thanks God and Farewell to all ^^

"Coz friendship is the hardest tiny little thing to break and it stays now and on and last eternally" – Peter Suryaatmaja

PeteRAoKi

Kalo udagh pada nonton 21 BlackJack segh, harusnya udagh pada taw kali yagh maksudnya apa itu "jump off the page". Gw gag bakal critain segh detailnya apa and gimana, kalo maw segh nonton aja..it’s definitely worth it "Jump off the page" itu simplenya saat dimana kita melakukan sesuatu yg berbeda yg blom kita pernagh rasain ato lakuin sebelumnya (It’s my definition though)…

Sejak gw nonton 21 BlackJack segh gw bener2 terinspirasi buad "jump off the page". Gimana caranya? Gw berencana di semester terakhir gw ini sebelum daped Bachelor, gw maw buad once in a lifetime, I really study very hard very smart; smart as in SMART, hard as in HARD. So, pas gw lulus nantinya ada sesuatu yg bener2 gw banggain dari usaha gw selama kuliah.

3 minggu sejak kuliah semester terakhir ini, ntah knapa kayanya semua-nya tinggal harapan. Ntah knapa, semua semangat kayanya menghilang; ntah knapa perasaan maw achieve sesuatu yg out of ordinary juga hilang. Gw ngak begitu taw apa alasanya, tapi gw yakin ada 1 faktor yg more or less affect my goal. Faktornya: gw semester ini ngak mendapatkan course yg gw bener2x bisa enjoy, all of them are Compulsory or else no other option I have left. Semester lalu sama aja bedanya gw daped 1 subject which was Web Development Technologies yg bener2x bikin gw enjoy all the time (though it was getting stressful towards the end). Semester ini gag ada sama sekali. Banyak orang bilang segh di keadaaan seperti ini: "Jalanin aja mungkin Tuhan punya rencana khusus buad Loe".

Gw taw sekarang ini (sampe saat gw nulis blog ini) kepercayaan gw akan rencana Tuhan ama kepercayaan akan diri gw sendiri lg di-uji. Di satu sisi gw pengen percaya tp keadaan-nya ngak tambah membaik setiap kali ganti week, even worse. Gw taw ini bener2x kaya ujian yg berat banget buad gw, entah gw bakal hancur berantakan ato tetep bertahan nantinya. Saat seperti ini gw juga lack of supports probably gag banyak yg taw apa segh yg sedang gw hadapi sekarang. Kadang sebelum gw tidur, gw tetep bertanya2 "What the hell am I doing this semester? Why it is not getting better overtime?" Disaat seperti gw bener2 berharap ada kaya some kind of break point dimana everything will be getting better even though it was insignificant.

Will I survive? or will I fail to do so?…….

iamstillprayingforthebestthatisyettocome…..
PeteRAoKi